Friday, 23 December 2016

trying to be realistic

so I made a promise to myself on 31 dec 2015 that I'd write a diary every day..I know hahah as if! well I kind of stuck to it, by kind of I mean I have written about 50 days, that's it! honestly, that's more than I expected. I was so lazy I didn't even buy a new diary, mom showed me this diary dad got from a company with his name on it and I just took it because he wouldn't have used it anyway..
so today is tuesday, 20th december 2016..the year is about to end and I'm freaking out.. When I was in college, 31st december was always so exciting because it meant a chance to party and have fun (basically night stay with cousins if nothing else!) but recently it has become a sad reminder of another year gone by. honestly I feel this has been the worst year of my life yet. i might have learnt more about the world because of youtube but because of that and my sheer laziness I've lost a lot of time too..anyway...